There was
Jordan
at first
—the
original game of chess;
the
template,
the moves
made.
Oh Jordan…
Were you
lifetimes ago?
We
rendezvoused at family homes.
We talked
of having kids.
We were
the kids
on backyard
trampolines
somewhere
overseas.
Forever
young
somewhere
still.
And then
there was
Mel.
My gorgeous
Mel.
We crossed
the Rubicon to adulthood
and I to
sin.
Mel of the
Garden,
I of the
fruit.
If God
could not forgive,
I know that
you would still forgive.
Mel: the
one who saw a prince
in the eyes
of a toad.
Mel, with
whom I ate at home
and was at
peace.
And then
Diana.
My
mountaintop.
My
lightning.
My pain and
grace.
My
Magdalene.
Diana,
Diana…
All in the
name
if all
could know
what we once
knew.
What now,
queen? What now?
The line
crossed.
The ribbon
snapped.
The medals
stored.
The crowd
went home, sweet angel.
So did we
without
each other.
The
churches, the flesh,
the us
against the lie.
The glory.
The
aftermath.
To rejoice
or despair,
my queen?
The stage
is set.
We play our
part.
I rise from
a mattress on the floor
and draw
the curtains.